I am at the point now where my grant is approaching submittable. As in, I have to submit it in a few days. Every time I get to this point I am deeply convinced that what I have written is a giant pile of shite words. I feel bad for the poor reviewer that will have to read (at least part) of it.
Even though I know that at least some of what I write is not so bad, right now I am convinced my grant is a steaming pile of crap. I really hope that I grow out of this someday.
I am very much looking forward to next week, when I can't think about this anymore.